Music.

I love remebering the old songs I used to love. It's even better when I still remember all the words (which is normally the case since lyrics are the only thing I seem to be able to remember.)

I hate Christmas.

That is all.

Today

Had a good day and I posted it all on instagram!

Please excuse the face. 

Finally

I'm on winter break now and I can't be more relieved. I really need a break.

I can't deal with people right now

Everything everyone's doing is making me hate them. I wish I could just tell people to leave me alone without them being offended. "It's not that I don't like you, it's just that if I continue talking to you when I'm in this mood I'll end up hating you." I don't think anyone would understand that. Fucking people.

BLAH.

My neck is killing me.

Now I remember why I never left the house before, having friends is so tiring. It's just way too much effort to be social.

Now someone get me a cat

Books. Books. Books.

I kinda wished I celebrated a holiday just so I could get books. I have over 200 dollars worth of books I need (not want, need.)

Why must I have no money!

Cobrastyle - Teddybears

Why do they even post this video if they're going to bleep out the swear words :P

The Beautiful People

A collection of some photos I found recently that I liked. Links below.

http://models.com/work/various-campaigns-kiki-de-montparnasse--julia-restoin-roitfeld-lingerie-collection-winter-2011

http://models.com/work/032c-steffi/73835

http://models.com/work/dossier-what-kind-of-times-are-these/74178

http://models.com/work/stonefox-magazine-dempsey/74314

http://models.com/feed/?p=28689

http://www.theones2watch.com/newwave/6891

“Should I kill myself, or have a cup of coffee?”

Albert Camus

“You will never be happy if you continue to search for what happiness consists of. You will never live if you are looking for the meaning of life.” 

“Nobody realizes that some people expend tremendous energy merely to be normal.” 

“Live to the point of tears.” 

“At the heart of all beauty lies something inhuman.” 

“The purpose of a writer is to keep civilization from destroying itself.” 

“To be happy, we must not be too concerned with others.” 

“But in the end one needs more courage to live than to kill himself.” 

“When the soul suffers too much, it develops a taste for misfortune.”

“Man is always prey to his truths. Once he has admitted them, he cannot free himself from them.” 

“Always go too far, because that's where you'll find the truth” 

“In order to understand the world, one has to turn away from it on occasion.” 

“Always there comes an hour when one is weary of one's work and devotion to duty, and all one craves for is a loved face, the warmth and wonder of a loving heart.” 

Well it's only Tuesday and I am already ready to sleep for a week.

AHHHHHHHHH!!!
I literally almost passed out in Psych today. I don't know how I'm going to last the week! I'm getting enough sleep so I don't know how I'm so fucking tired!


I guess my body knows christmasbreak is coming (not soon enough may I add!)
Damn you 8am sunrises!!! DAMN YOU!

I need to watch some good movies.

I just don't know what to watch!
#whitegirlproblems

Curly hair, snow and Christmas cookies, soon I'll be going door to door caroling.

I don't even celebrate holidays and I'm all Christmased out!

All the pictures I tweet are of food... And I'm okay with that.

These cookies are possibly the best thing that I have ever eaten. They are truly my only reason to like the holidays. 

Mustard is just so great. I could just eat mustard and pretzels for the rest of my life I would (Enter Scott Pilgrim quote here.)

Things that are awesome.

• The cat blanket I just bought
• The Christmas boxers I just bought
• The dragon fruit I am currently eating.

It's going to be a good night. 

*SIGH*

So today my mother decided that instead of doctor, my new career will be dentist and that from now on I LOVE teeth.

No. 

Mornings

Mornings are the worst in winter. Not only is there the fact that as soon as you get out of bed, your day starts, but that your bed is so warm and the outside world is so cold. And it is always too dark. I get out of bed and think "It's 8 am, how am I expected to get to the places I need to go in the dark!" And then leaving the house has so much extra effort involved. You have to put on coats and boots and sometimes (even for me, a 16 year-old) you have to put on an extra pair of pants.

Mornings should not be aloud to happen.

let's have some fun - Bukowski

there will always be people who say, let’s go on a boat or
let’s go to Argentina or let’s go to a movie or let’s go to a
tennis match or let’s visit my sister
or how about a picnic?
and
I don’t understand any of this
because to me
just walking across the room is like walking through flames
and the first strange face I see each day
adds a knot to my stomach
and
I don’t have the time because
I haven’t paid the gas bill
or checked the air in my tires
and one of my teeth is aching (on the left side)
and I’ve received several letters in the mail from crazies
and there’s a notice from the government about a tax matter
and I need an oil change (and my car needs one too).

there’s a fellow down the street and he just sits on his porch.
there are people who just sit a lifetime with unblinking eyes.

these could be the wise ones.
I am not one of the wise ones.
I even fight dragons in the dungeons of my sleep.

so if you want to send me to an early hell
then force me to spend an entire day at Disneyland.

I need these shirts more than I need oxygen.

Bluebird

1984

The Stranger

Tell Tale Heart 

I may or may not have cried when I saw these shirts. Please just look at how fantastic they are! 

You can find them  here: http://store.milestogoclothing.com/products

Now I must work my ass off till I can buy one!

Fuck.

Of course the day I have the most work to do, am completable stressed out and really fucking depressed my parents decide to freak out at me. It's not enough that I'm completable stressed out and ready to cry at any moment but now I just feel like I'm about to have a mental break down. And now I can't do my work because I can't stop fucking crying and that's making me even more stressed out and I can't even tell them how much their fucking breaking me because they would either think I'm crazy or not give a damn and I can't handle either of those right now.

Fuck.

Bukowski

God  love Bukowski. Everything he writes is great. Maybe I'll post some of his stuff after I get home from school.

uggghhh

This whole day... AHHHH!

Family and homework. Bad combination.

Homework or Sabrina the Teenage Witch?


Goodbye bio, hello witches!

Homework.

I always think about homework, but never do it. It really sucks.

Maybe I should actually start doing homework and then I wouldn't have this problem. 

Nevermind, homework is way too much work. 

Hi.

So this is a new blog.

I'm not quite sure what I'm going to post one it... It is definitely going to be more personal than my tumblr, but I might also post things like screen caps and other pictures.

But anyway, HI!